| Sound Check!!! |
[Nov. 7th, 2004|05:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The sound of my pointless life going down the drain | ] |
so i havent written in a while... because i have been and my mom's house and she is way too cheap to buy internet... jess has discovered... from kendra... of course... that i hate her... but i dont hate her all the time... just some times... and so jess has told me she doesnt need a ride in the morning anymore... which is ok... but i liked her in the morning... she was fun... police van fun... i just dont like it when she talks about people behind their backs and stuph... its really annoying... but i dunno... when i hate her i really hate her though... and kendra bugs me sometimes too... like at kransons party... she says "i dont want to be in the middle of you and jess" but when she doesnt know whats going on she gets pissed because i dont tell her... its like geez make up you mind... but i still love her... i have been talking to andrew every day for the past 2 or 3 weeks... its crazy... but hes a cool guy so its ok... i had this dream last night that we were at band camp and i went to someone elses cabin and there were 6 beds... 5 girls... and joe metz... and it was soooo weird... there was this girl that kinda looked like him too... and he said they thought he was her and thats how he got in the girls room... i was freaked out and stuph but whatever... anywho... im gonna go... so um... later... |
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| Talking to Andrew |
[Nov. 6th, 2004|10:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  boo hoo | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Depressed music... | ] |
im talking to andrew right now... it is fun... he is crazy... crazy cool that is... i am bored and tired and my head hurts... more on this story tonight... |
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| Another day... |
[Oct. 19th, 2004|09:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the sound of the tv in the other room | ] |
Today was the same as every other day... get up... pick up jess, justin and josh... even though i told justin and josh i wasnt going to drive them... justin always knows what im going to do before i do it... it bugs me and yet gives me this sense of security that i love... i think i might get a 2nd job... waitressing at bob evans with kranson, andrew, lexie and them... it pays good money... and i like money... ill probably waitress on the weekends and then work at little ceasars during the week... i also want to start working out with skop again... i feel fat lately... no big deal though... i want a personal trainer... i dont like to do things for me... i like to have someone telling me to do better... i dont have any motavation... i am also writing a letter to mr adams about northrup... kendra and i are going to write a bunch of letters to try to get her in trouble... she said the swim team was too stressfull and she might quit... we are helping the process... if there is a new coach next year i can join again... yay!!! despite my hatred of northrup i love swimming... its uber fun... well... now i am going to go to mcdonalds then bed... byes... |
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| Baklava |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|07:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  *rolls eyes* | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The squeking of my dad's computer chair | ] |
Well... i've finally made the commitment to a live journal... i don't think i'm gonna tell anyone about it though... all it does is make waves and stuph... if people find out and look at it whatever... but if no one does ill be happy... today was an icky day... justin wanted to go to 7-11 so i take him and then he gets all pissed at me and calls me bitchy... yah i was kinda mad but he provoked it... he does a lot... it makes me mad... but by the next day im fine... im getting sick of it... cause he holds a grudge against me about every little thing... josh is cool but not really my friend so i dunno... hes just kinda there... like your friends little brother or something... but still cool... jessica thompson makes me mad most of the time... im mad at her more then happy... it seems like shes just using me... and shes really lazy and unfocused... shes lucky shes smart so she doesnt have to work that hard... kendra is eternally cool... at least in my eyes... i get in little fights with her all the time but nothing big... just best friend fights like who gets to pick the next movie... whitney rules... she makes sure i stay in line... or she will step on me... shes the only person who every really pushed me to do more... she won't let me quit until everything is perfect and i think that will help me in the long run... kristina rocks hardcore... ok softcore... shes a sweetheart and ditz but i love her for it... shes a great pal and can always make me laugh... i dont hate my mom anymore so thats good... something changed and now i love her... but i dont like living with dad all that much... yah its fun but there is never any food and hes yelling about the house not being clean but it is... he is really just stressed out about money and shit... hes smoking a lot still but im not gonna push quitting when he is already to his limit... kris is doing good... hes fun but i dont see him that much... when i do he always asks me if i wanna do something... i feel like brian and kris are accepting me now... its cool... but i know ill always be their little sister... steph (sroka) is also cool... shes just like my older sister and i dont know why kendra hates her... she does annoy me sometimes but nothing that bad... maybe cause i dont see her all that much... steph brown is cool too (ju ju bee)... im on good terms with her and we are becoming kinda good friends... The only person im having a problem with right now is Mrs. Northrup... but everyone has a problem with her... shes a whore and i hate her soooooo much... but now im off the swim team and dont have to take her shit... im still gonna go to all the swim meets and the swim banquet... and there is nothing she can do about it... i guess i just wanted to vent about people today... maybe later ill talk about my life... |
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